Hey everyone, October is almost over so I figured I would fill you all in with how life has been for me, exspecially since I lost my job.
I am definitely done and let go from Five Below. I was sad at first but now i am looking at the brighter side of things. It will be a change and it will be different but thing do happen for a reason. I am back on the anxiety medicine and depression i was on, and i should never have took myself off of. Hard reality hit me there! If you are on any form of anti depressants do not feel embarrassed or ashamed. Keep taking what your prescribed and always know taking the medicine does not make you weak, it makes you strong. I was once told when I was worried about my breakdown moments that if I did not seek help that is where the problem will arise. So moms, dads whomever…Do NOT be embarrassed. So back to the job, I went to a few interviews and they seemed to go well. One in particular i am excited about, but once i know more i will share where it is.
Our vacation with my bestie and her man, and my handsome fella is coming up. Another fun Halloween weekend. We both could use a little time away, and i am very much looking forward to it. We always have a nice time with Jess and Scott. They are more than friends to me, they are family. Last year was the first year we all went and it was a blast so maybe this can become an annual commitment.
My mom and i are talking again. Which is nice. She is my mother and she definitely has her moments where i wanna run into a wall, but i love her and despite certain things that may have occurred over the years, i would like to know i can say she is there for me. We both have things to work on to form a better relationship, so as long as we stick to that we should be OK.
I got some bad news about a month ago, someone close to me, no names will be provided nor how i know them, but someone i am close to recently found out they had lumps in their breasts. This is one of the things that made me kinda feel down at work and walk out. I tend to hold others problems on my shoulders. I do not see this as a bad thing, but this specific situation I can do nothing about. I can only be there for them and pray. I can not heal nor fix the issue so i need to remind myself i can not fix everything. My therapist said i should talk to this person, but i don’t wanna be a burden. They have so much going on already they do not need to know my worries are making it hard on me sometimes. I love this person so much and we have come a long way to where we are now compared to where we were last year, or last couple of years. Her family is mine and i would do anything for them all. Again to protect her name and not give out information just say a prayer of a quick healing and recovery for her and her loved ones.
The weekend went fast! My oldest Ben, he went to a scary walk through event here in our town. He is 13, and old enough to see scary movies, and do haunted houses and what not. I really wanted to go with him and experience it being my love for horror movies. He kept telling me no, or idk. I assumed it was because he was nervous or scared. NOPE. none of the above. He did end up going just not with his mommy lol. He went with a friend and 2 girls. Back in my day ( man I sound old) we would call this a double date. I guess i cant blame him for wanting to be with his friends over his mother, but at least I have the movies to watch with him.
OK fellow readers and bloggers, I am off to get ready for bed. Have a great rest of the month! Halloween approaches and i am so excited for our weekend.
Keep it spooky…i mean Simple!
Simple. 